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Grass, Leather, and the Geometry of Failure

How baseball reveals the beauty and brutality of being human.

Japanese phenom Roki Sasaki throws his first pitch on the mound at Camelback Ranch during spring training. Glendale, Arizona. Photo by Andrew Miller.

Baseball begins with a whisper.

Not a roar, not a frenzy of synchronized chanting or the gut-punching bass of stadium speakers rattling ribcages.

No, baseball begins out of sight, behind chain-link fences on dew-soaked backfields where the grass is still wet enough to stain your cleats and the air carries the faint scent of distant concessions. It’s less an arrival and more a reemergence—the slow, deliberate stretching of limbs, the muscle memory of leather against palm, of fingers searching for that perfect grip along uniform red stitches. Something deep and primal stirs, an echo of summers past and seasons unfinished.

Baseball is a contradiction in cleats. It is both timeless and fleeting. Timeless in the sense that the game itself has barely changed in over a century—the diamond remains ninety feet to first, the pitcher’s mound still sixty feet, six inches from home plate, and the rituals of sunflower seeds, pine tar, and rally caps persist like sacred rites. And yet, for those who step onto the field, the opportunity is heartbreakingly finite—a narrow window to weave yourself into the tapestry of a game far greater than the sum of its individual strands.

And make no mistake, baseball is a game of strands—light and shadow, myth and mathematics. There’s the version you see on glossy posters and highlight reels, all towering home runs and gravity-defying catches. Then there’s the version obscured by shadows—the grinding repetition of early-morning fielding drills, the bone-deep ache of a season’s wear and tear, and the whispered superstitions that players follow as if appeasing the baseball gods themselves. Step over the chalk lines. Never mention a no-hitter in progress. Wear the same socks—unwashed, if necessary—until the streak ends.

Baseball’s unwritten rules are less suggestions and more commandments etched into the collective consciousness of players and fans alike. Violate them at your peril. Flip your bat a little too enthusiastically? Expect a fastball in the ribs next time up. Linger too long admiring a home run? Watch your teammates duck the consequences. It’s a sport where humility and hubris exist in constant tension, where respect for the game is paramount—even as the game itself shows little mercy in return.

Consider the cruel calculus of baseball. In no other sport is failure so visible, so frequent, and so defining. Hit safely three times out of ten and you’re a legend. Anything less, and you’re just another name etched into the ever-expanding database of statistical mediocrity. And the numbers are always there, whispering in the background—batting averages, on-base percentages, exit velocities—each data point a tiny chisel scraping away at the illusion of permanence. Swagger might get you through the tunnel, but baseball’s relentless machinery grinds down even the most confident players, reducing ego to dust scattered across the infield.

Yet, for all its cruelty, baseball remains a democracy of opportunity. The lineup is a great equalizer—one through nine, every player gets their turn. There are no shortcuts, no strategic dodges that let a team avoid its weakest link. When the game is on the line, fate might call upon a superstar, but just as often it taps the shoulder of a journeyman utility player whose name barely registers outside the clubhouse. And should that unheralded player deliver in that singular moment—should they lace a line drive into the gap or drop a perfectly placed bunt—the weight of their past failures momentarily lifts, replaced by the intoxicating clarity of success.

Of course, the opposite is also true. A stellar career can unravel in an instant—the wrong hop, a momentary lapse in concentration, or the cruel physics of a baseball rolling through the legs at the worst possible moment. Think of Bill Buckner. One error, one instant of misfortune, and decades of excellence reduced to a single highlight looped endlessly across sports networks. Baseball remembers both your triumphs and your failures, but it has a longer memory for the latter.

And yet, year after year, players return. They gather in sun-drenched ballparks and windswept dugouts, chasing that fleeting sensation of contact perfectly made—the sharp crack of bat against ball, the clean thwack of leather as a fastball hits the catcher’s mitt. They return because, despite everything, baseball offers a portal to something beyond the drudgery of daily life. It demands total immersion—an obsessive focus on the minute details of weight transfer, swing mechanics, and release points. Hours spent perfecting the spin of a slider or the precise timing of a swing become their own form of meditation. See ball. Hit ball. The mantra is deceptively simple, but in its simplicity lies the freedom to disappear into the moment, untethered from the world outside the foul lines.

Baseball is both therapy and torture—a game that reveals character with unflinching clarity. Step into the batter’s box after a strikeout and the game will immediately test your ability to forget the past. The pitcher on the mound doesn’t care about your self-doubt. The scoreboard doesn’t offer sympathy. The only question that matters is whether you can reset, whether you can convince yourself—against all evidence to the contrary—that this time, this swing, will be different.

And perhaps this is why baseball players are, more often than not, a peculiar breed. To survive a season’s worth of failures requires a contradictory blend of obsessive focus and short-term amnesia. You must care deeply about every detail of their craft while maintaining the ability to shrug off each setback as if it never happened. The moment you start carrying yesterday’s failures into today’s game, the weight becomes too much to bear. So you forget. You rebuild your confidence from scratch, one at-bat at a time, until the next slump arrives to tear it all down again.

This cycle—of hope and heartbreak, of success measured in fractions of inches—is what makes baseball both maddening and irresistible. It’s why, every February, players gather once more on those dew-covered backfields, their breath visible in the crisp morning air as they stretch and sprint and reacquaint themselves with the feel of bat and glove. They come not because they’ve forgotten the failures of seasons past, but because they’ve chosen to believe that this year might be different. That this year, the baseball gods might smile a little more kindly. Empirical evidence and a Wikipedia page full of strikeouts be damned.

Baseball is coming.

This is both promise and threat.

And somewhere out there, on a sun-warmed field where shadows fall long and thin, a ballplayer picks up a scuffed baseball and grips it tight. The seams press into his fingers, familiar and strange all at once. He winds up, lets it fly, and listens for the sound—the slap of leather against leather, the first echo of a thousand possibilities yet unwritten. The whisper that started it all, now rising, growing, swelling into something more.

Because baseball, in the end, is not merely a sport like the others, but rather a cosmic question posed to the universe: What if this time, just this once, it all goes right?

Play ball.


Andrew “Oyl” Miller is an advertising Creative Director and Copywriter. He spent 15 years working at Wieden+Kennedy on brands like Nike, PlayStation, MLB and IKEA. You can check out his work on his website.

Shohei Ohtani: Surpassing Expectations. As Expected.

Shohei Ohtani’s unprecedented 50/50 milestone isn’t just rewriting baseball history—it’s redefining what greatness in the game looks like.

Shoutout to MLB and Wieden+Kennedy Tokyo.

Shohei Ohtani has made history and headlines.

Again.

Does it matter?

It’s just numbers after all, right? Who cares about dry statistics? Ohtani doesn’t even play defense (this year). What about Aaron Judge? Francisco Lindor? Aren’t they having monster seasons too?

Alright, talking heads. So-called pundits. Blabbermouths. Clickbait conmen. Circus freaks.

I’m hitting MUTE on all of you.

Because, yes, Shohei Ohtani’s 50-home-run, 50-stolen-base milestone does matter. And if you don’t think so, history won’t be kind to you.

First of all, no one in the history of baseball—in all its dusty, 150-million-year-old grandiosity—has ever done this. Ohtani’s already been creating his own new club of achievement. Each homer, each steal, is another chapter in the history books. But fine, 47/47 didn’t get the same headlines because we’re obsessed with round, juicy numbers that roll off the tongue. Fifty feels better, doesn’t it?

But let’s talk about where this deserved hype is coming from.

Yes, Judge and Lindor are putting up incredible seasons, too. They are elite, but in a way that’s still earthly. We’ve seen their kind before. They’re fantastic, MVP-worthy, even.

But Shohei Ohtani? He’s beyond that. We’re talking about a unicorn leading a revolution.

Remember, before Ohtani, it had been almost 100 years since anyone both pitched and hit at a high level in Major League Baseball. The last to do it? Babe Ruth—America’s first national sports superstar. Ruth was Michael Jordan before Michael Jordan. Elvis before Elvis—if Elvis could swing a 44-ounce bat, call his shots, promise sick kids a homer, then deliver, and hop on the mound to strike out fools with a grin on his face. The Sultan of Swat? Sure. But also the king of swagger.

And then… baseball stopped letting players try both. “That’s just not how it’s done,” they said, as if the game had some holy decree carved into the surface of horse hide-wrapped spheres.

Pick one. Hit or pitch. Baseball said, “You can’t have both.”

And so, for generations, players with two-way talent were forced into boxes—generation after generation of missed opportunity. Call them the lost years. Call it what happens when tradition becomes tyranny.

Then, Shohei Ohtani arrived.

Out of Japan, where he was drafted out of high school by the Nippon Ham Fighters. Yes, Ham Fighters. I don’t know what they have against ham, but suddenly, Ohtani was one.

Why? Did he hate ham? Was this some personal vendetta against pork products? Who knows. But what we do know is that they offered him something no one else did: the chance to both pitch and hit. It was unheard of. Even Ohtani was surprised. Because that’s not how modern pro baseball works. It’s a game of specialization, after all. You focus on one thing and become the best at it. But the Ham Fighters? They were willing to fight a lot more than ham. They were ready to take on the entire baseball establishment.

It wasn’t an overnight success. Hell, it wasn’t even a home run. Maybe closer to a strikeout. But baseball is a game of failure, and the Ham Fighters and Ohtani stuck with it. Slowly, methodically, he developed a routine, building up both sides of his game until he was a legitimate two-way threat.

MLB scouts came in droves. And as Ohtani’s skills sharpened, it became clear he had his sights set on America. The big leagues.

Scouts were famously mixed on Ohtani. Including one hot take that said Ohtani wasn’t special and basically looked like a high school hitter. Ha.

Then came the real question: Would any team actually let him continue to play both ways?

No one believed it. It sounded like a novelty, a marketing gimmick. Just wait, they thought—he’ll have to pick one. But the Los Angeles Angels? They decided to roll the dice and let him try both.

Ohtani debuted, and it was like the baseball world woke up. The media couldn’t get enough. Finally, something new to talk about. The hot-take machines went into overdrive. Ohtani faltered a bit at first, even thought about giving up the dream of being a two-way player. But slowly, he found his stride—racking up strikeouts on the mound and launching homers over the wall.

Fast forward, and now we’re in a place no one could have imagined: Shohei Ohtani, not just excelling at both, but redefining what it means to be great. Wait—he’s one of the best pitchers in the game? On some nights, yes. One of the best hitters? Possibly, yes.

He did what nobody thought was possible. And in doing so, he began to obliterate the boundaries baseball had set for itself for a century. The unicorn revolution, indeed.

And still, the naysayers persisted. The ultra-conservatives, the gatekeepers. “But Ohtani can’t be the face of baseball,” they said. “He doesn’t even speak English.” Enter Stephen A. Smith, sports’ professional loudmouth, saying that Ohtani couldn’t be the face of baseball because of that language barrier. What a take, huh? That one aged like milk left out in the sun. If only Smith didn’t speak English—or any language for that matter—our sports-watching experience would be far more enjoyable.

Then came the MVPs. Then came the contract. Ohtani signed with the Dodgers, earning the largest deal in sports history. More validation. More hype. More people waiting for him to fail under the weight of expectations.

Then there was that weird Netflix-worthy scandal with his translator-slash-best friend, who held all his financial passwords. The media was ready to pounce. Surely, this was the unraveling they had been waiting for.

Ohtani’s response? He became the sixth player in MLB history to join the 40/40 club—40 home runs, 40 stolen bases. The pinnacle of offensive greatness, right?

But he didn’t stop there.

Yesterday, Ohtani went 6 for 6, belting a career-high 3 home runs in a single game, to go along with two stolen bases, two doubles, and an astounding 10 RBIs. And in that crazed blur, Ohtani achieved 50-50 in the same game. He even pushed it to 51-51 if you want to get technical.

Once again, Ohtani has set the world on fire. And not just the baseball world. LeBron James chimed in. So did Patrick Mahomes. So did countless voices acknowledging the real-time greatness unfolding before our eyes.

For the uninitiated, outsiders might wonder what the big deal is. Well, baseball is a game that has been going on for 200 years. Untold thousands have passed through. And Ohtani has emerged as the only person to register this level of greatness.

Baseball is a simple game, it’s been said. Throw the ball. Hit the ball. And in that simplicity, the game will judge you. It’s a game that all comes down to repetition and making split-second choices.

You see, baseball loves choices. Power or speed. Pick one. You can’t be both. That’s just how the game works.

But Ohtani, once again, chooses both.

This doesn’t diminish what Judge or Lindor are doing. They’re having amazing seasons in their own right. But Ohtani? He’s reframing the whole damn conversation. What does baseball excellence even look like now?

Judge and Lindor are incredible. But Shohei Ohtani is redefining the game.

And it’s not just baseball. Ohtani’s captured the world’s imagination. He’s transcending the sport itself, mentioned alongside names like Ronaldo and Messi. A global superstar in a sport that’s longed for one.

The fact that fierce debates are raging and waves of haters and trolls are rising, is proof that baseball is roaring back into culture. Let the national and international debates catch fire.

So, yeah, bring the hype. Bring the hate. Bring another MVP.

And with it, bring the haters and naysayers. It’s all voices that will raise the game higher.

Then sit back, as the dust settles on Ohtani’s newly minted, exclusive 50-50 club. Because when Ohtani steps onto the sacred ground of October baseball for the first time, history and the world will be watching.

And with history as our guide, we have no idea what Shohei Ohtani will do next.


Andrew “Oyl” Miller is an advertising Creative Director and Copywriter. He spent 15 years working at Wieden+Kennedy on brands like Nike, PlayStation and IKEA. You can check out his work on his website.